Oh
3 hours ago
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
I'm happy and smiling for whole day =)
Thanks TY muchy..
Thanks for reminding me, who I am <3
p/s: Will try to keep the smiles on and on in the coming days..LOL
Monday, February 8, 2010
Found that my soul is not with me already..
I'm helpless..
Everything is not important to me anymore..
I don't where should I go..
Where should I live..
Crying while I'm chatting with teng yee now..
I couldn't see my passion in my life..
I couldn't find my sincerity when treating others even my very good friends..
I'm helpless, I'm scared and I'm breathless..
I don't know what's goin wrong and on in coming days..
Depression is killing me softly and has changed me into another soulless person..
I'm so sorry..
~The.End~
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Shorter fringe, shorter length I have now (=
My latest look (=
And last week I bought some stuffs during company's Staff Sale..
Got myself a pair of casual shoes, two blouses + one pant (working apparel) & a sleeveless T (= For sure, have spent lots of money?!?! Emmmm...not really because all are 90% stuffs !! XD Total 5 items are not over 70 bucks yo~ Somemore they are still in the good condition and are branded stuffs too *wuahahahahaha* worth to buy..worth to buy..
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Nothing much happening for today, I have been staying at home for whole day.. Winnie and Yin Yin are out for teaching at day time.. And now they are out for their dates separately too XD For me, besides online, the best things to kill my free time is watching TV & reading newspaper.. Have been doing these three stuffs from morning till now, pity me )=
In my mind just thinking of shopping now!!! Maybe I haven't buy my CNY clothes and etc yet~ So..... Emmm.. Would like to date my girlfriends for shopping!!!!!!! Ohya, do date me during CNY week!!! Date me please!!! LOL.. 'Cause I will be at hometown from 14 Feb - 20 Feb (=
OK... I better end here for now..
Happy Day my dears (=
p/s: Finally, my babe dates me tomorrow just because he wanna buy himself a new spec.. Quite sad that he just willing to find me when he needs my advice for buying the spec *sob*
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Stop trying don’t you see the look in my eyes
And stop begging can’t you see I’ve run outta lies
Stop showing up at my favourite restaurant
And dropping by my work saying you just wanna talk
Don’t call me baby
Don’t call me baby
Anymore
Stop running baby cause you’ve run outta time
(stop running baby cause you’ve run outta time)
And stop asking you know all the reason why
(stop asking you know all the reason why)
Stop staring through me like you know who I am
(stop staring through me like you know who I am)
When you don’t know me, you don’t me, barely knew me then
(you don’t know me, you don’t know me, you don’t know me you don’t)
And don’t call me baby
Don’t call me baby
Anymore
Hey, hey, hey, walking away now, walking away now baby
Oh baby
Hey, hey, hey, walking away now, walking away now baby
Oh baby
Don’t call my number
Don’t call me over
Don’t call me baby
Anymore
What you gonna do my love
What you gonna do
What you gonna say this time
What’s your excuse
When you gonna break my heart
When you gonna break
Nobody hurts like you
Stop staring through me like you know who I am
When you don’t know me, you don’t know me, barely knew me then
(you don’t know me, you don’t know me, you don’t know me you don’t)
And don’t call me baby
Don’t call me baby
Anymore
Hey, hey, hey, walking away now, walking away now baby
Oh baby
Hey, hey, hey, walking away now, walking away now baby
Oh baby
Don’t call me number
Don’t call me over
Don’t call me baby
Anymore
By Kreesha
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Oooppss~ I know it's very late to list them out, but what to do.. I just have time to think and list down now.. Yup, these are the Late New Year's Resolution of mine: -
1. If you want to be happy, be. ~ Leo Tolstoy
Wish to stay happy always and decrease the times for being sad or crying.. *smile ^.^*
(The sadness is always surrounding me.. Maybe this is because one of the Astrological Personality Traits of Virgo is he / she will get depressed easily.. So...... It's time to change now *woish*)
2. A goal without a plan is just a wish.
Where's the goal in my life???!!! Do I know it?? Maybe, maybe nope.. To find the right path and get away from the miserable days, I should take actions to decide where should I be rather than wasting my time to suck in the middle of the road.. Looking forward to have the new goal soon =)
3. When it comes to eating right and exercising, there is no "I'll start tomorrow." Tomorrow is disease. ~ V.L Allineare
Although, my physical look is being more 'healthier' now (I'm not so skinny anymore..) however some of them still think that I'm very slim =( To gain weight correctly, I should eat more healthy food and have more exercises regularly..
Oh ya this is for babe, The only way to keep your health is to eat what you don't want, drink what you don't like, and do what you'd druther not. ~ Mark Twain
(So babe, it's time for you to eat bittergourd larr XP)
4. The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page.
Backpack travelling needed XD (Dream dream, please come true XD Hmmm...but I think money should come 1st, right?! XD)
5. Current Wishlist:-
- Hairdo (Messy hair please go away!!!)
- Bag (Still searching for my dream bag now XD)
- Clothes
- Casual Shoes (Check)
- New books =) (Must be finished reading one per month XD)
6. New Activities:-
- Learn how to make up
- Basketball XD
p/s: Woish~ Aza aza fighting to complete my plans now =)
Have been missing in action for almost a week..Well, I'm back =) How was my week?? Hmm..My days weren't be that good for this week.. Again, quarreled with him..It might because of the timing problem (again) and different opinions appear oftenly between us.. All these complicated thingy make me feel like lack of love =( Seriously, seem like nobody cares about me Y____Y I mean some of them are over busy till don't even willing to reply my message =( *sob sob* As I know, they don't even bother about me at all.. Whenever I try to catch them online or message them yet they won't reply at all =( Aren't they so-called 'good friends'?!?! *sigh*
Currently, feel so stress.. Find that more than 70% of the stress is from the relationship problems between friends & love instead of working life.. *sigh* It's really hard to communicate with human even him.. Blame on my suck communication skills.. Hmmm..wonder why when speaking to others, I will feel stress and unstable?!?! Hmmmm.. In average, the time I spend on walking is 10 times more than the time for me to talk.. Now, I'm not able to talk more than 100 sentences per day.. I only speak during working time.. After be at home, I won't talk much because of everybody is busy with their stuffs..haiz..
I'll be going back to hometown tomorrow EARLY morning =)
Wish that something good and nice will happen to me *god bless*
p/s: Big Thank You to Mr Banana, you're the greatest little brother that Jie loves the most XD
p/p/s: Hope that the relationship stuffs are fine soon..
Signing off*
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Pissed off with that girl!!
Claimed that I'm weird in the sense of what?!?!
Please take note that I couldn't read her messages..
It's all turned into symbols which couldn't read those 'alien' words of her messages, okay!!
She is ex schoolmate.. She didn't even send me regards or say hi to me in msn or facebook for 'thousand years'!! As I remembered, she treated me like nobody last time in school yet I did always say hi to her~ If not mistaken, she won't find me unless she needs help..
I hope I can help, but couldn't she just be more polite?!
Hey!! I really couldn't read through her messages, that girl didn't try to understand the situation and claimed me weird~ FYI, me in bad mood for these few days.. Feeling stress with lots of things.. Please don't come and mess my day!!!! Another thing, my FYP a.k.a thesis didn't score A so the only thing I can help is to give some senior works to you as reference.. Thank you..
Again, if you need people's help, be polite please~
Grrrrr~
Friday, January 22, 2010
能做的就只有压抑自己的情绪，
不能投诉，不能诉说，
长期的压抑，换来我不想开口说话了。。
对所有的事情都不再感兴趣 =(
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE ANYMORE~
I'm sorry =(
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Where am I now?
In. . .between
*Wondering*
p/s: *Can you see the sweats and tears
Do overcome hardship and fears*
Friday, January 15, 2010
Just like other young ladies or girls,
Recently, I've been addicted to this Korean drama..
This is the second Korean drama that I would watch XD
A bit outdated for watching now??!! Maybe, but who cares~
Boys over Flowers
p/s: I'm crazy with this drama series XD
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Apparently, time is passing extremely fast for holidays or weekend..
Time is passing slow too for the working days..
Hmm..I'll be at office after 9 and a half hours later..
Yup, back to busy days soon!!
I have no date or outing for this weekend.. So, to save my vitamin M and energy, I'm staying at home this two days..Love it =)
Let's see, what have I done to kill my time?!
Have enough sleeping time - check
Have proper meal - check
Dinner with winnie & gang - check
Cake - check
Newspaper - check
Magazine - check
Exercises ( Ooppsss... Not enough!!)
I feel good yo~ I've done with the things I should do XD
Weekdays, it will be internet-less for me =(
Never mind, gonna update the photos post for coming weekend =)
*Yawning* Wokay, gotta dip myself into the sleeping pool now =D
Or else someone will nonstop nagging over the phone =P
Sigh~ I'm hungry now =(
Saturday, January 9, 2010
It's 2.01am now,
Ooppsss~ I'm still sitting in front of the lappie right now for doing nothing~
Me is super hungry!!!!!!
I don't need any food since I don't willing to brush my teeth again..
Yup, blame my laziness =D
Okay larrr.. It's time for me to sleep before I'm getting more and more hungry..
*I'M SO HUNGRY =( *
Anyway, going to dream about food yo XD
Good night people!!! *sweet dream*
p/s: More updates coming next..
♥Clicky
